Chasing Purpose — ‘We Will Live Again’ by Chukwuemeka Famous
A Review of Chukwuemeka Famous’ We Will Live Again by Adaobi S. Nnadozie
We Will Live Again is a tale delving into the complexities of a dysfunctional family, through the perspective of a young boy in search of purpose. The story unfolds in eastern Nigeria, within an Igbo family, as they navigate their family dynamics during and after the war.
Woha, a young boy, embarks on a quest for his purpose after a white missionary, who is the head of the evangelical church his family is a part of, pulls him aside and imparts a mission and responsibility as the eldest son of his household. This revelation profoundly impacts Woha, plaguing his thoughts throughout his life journey, and leaving him with unanswered questions.
As Nigeria gains independence, Woha's father, Papa, assumes leadership of the church after the white missionary leaves, dedicating an excessive amount of himself to it, at the expense of his family. Woha had always regarded his father as a man of God, unwavering in his dedication to the gospel of Christ. This perception, however, undergoes a shift as his father starts to prioritize the church over his own family, leading to a noticeable change in his son's perspective.
This marks the beginning of the family's struggle. The father becomes excessively religious and judgmental, taking on a role akin to that of God rather than guiding his congregation toward God. His family takes a backseat in his priorities, despite his wife's attempts to reason with him and even involving church elders, which tragically results in her enduring physical abuse. These incidents of physical and verbal assault escalate until the mother decides to leave home to do her regular business in the north.
Woha witnesses the disintegration of his family as his father becomes entangled with a certain church sister's attention, and his younger brother runs away from home and is forcibly brought back after a while.
Soon after, the north becomes a hotbed of violence, with rumors circulating that Igbos are being targeted. Woha's mother doesn't respond to the letters sent or return home amid the influx of Igbo families fleeing the north. Anxiety takes hold, compelling Woha's father, to embark on a quest to find his wife, entrusting God to safeguard them both. Miraculously, he returns with her and her sister, just when all hope seemed lost. This rekindles hope in Woha, sparking optimism that his fractured family might mend, and happiness could once again grace their home.
As the war encroaches upon their lives, they hastily retreat to Papa's hometown. His mother and sister, with whom he shares yet another turbulent relationship, are joined as a family. Eventually, his sister departs after a heated argument with Papa, displaying a seemingly fearless resolve to fend for herself amidst the chaos of war.
Their supplies dwindle, and as the war edges closer, they are compelled to flee once more. During this harrowing journey, Papa makes a difficult decision under duress, one that contradicts his faith and teachings. This choice torments him, and he never finds solace in forgiving himself, further alienating him from his family.
Okey, Woha's younger brother and Mama find mutual support in each other, viewing Papa as a common adversary. Meanwhile, Woha endeavors to maintain neutrality, driven by his aspiration to bring peace to his family. However, both Okey and Mama dislike Woha's stance and express their loyalty to each other, seemingly excluding him.
The author skillfully explores the dynamics within father-son, spousal, and sibling relationships. The narrative delves into the consequences of extreme religiosity and the ease with which one can deviate from their intended path. We gain insight into Papa's backstory, shedding light on the origins of his fervor as a missionary. At certain junctures, the story prompts us to ponder the decisions made by a man of faith, marked by unwavering defensiveness, and how differently both sons handle this.
The story vividly illustrates the impact of war on the family, both physically and psychologically. It encompasses themes of loss, the agonizing uncertainty of missing loved ones, the trauma of scarcity and unappetizing food, parental sacrifices for their children, illnesses, and the ever-present shadow of fear.
Throughout the book, Woha grapples with a profound sense of helplessness. His mission, though not crystal clear, appears nearly insurmountable. Isolated and unable to confide his thoughts or mend the fractures within his home, each attempt only seems to compound the problems and foster hostility.
However, as the war subsides and it seems that all hope is lost for the family, Woha finally gains a more defined sense of purpose. Fueled by newfound clarity, he ventures out with a glimmer of hope, determined to see a restoration in his fractured home.
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Adaobi S. Nnadozie is a reader who side hustles as a nurse. She writes satirical pieces about society, culture, the patriarchy, and dreams of the comfiest library with the finest books to call home.
